Tuesday, July 6, 2010 UltraSLIM 5:19 AM
I have to achieve a balance between two very important things for now.
I have to treat my friends like friends.
As simple as that sounds, there is alot more to that. If I want to be trusted I guess I need effort over time. I guess I need to grin and bear it because they are my friends. It has to be a relationship on both sides and I shall commit equally to what I expect but not expect returns of what I commit.
I also have to ignite the fire I once had. Where it did not matter what would happen to me even if I went all out. I need to be more competitive and have the strongest desire to win.
I believe its possible to achieve these two goals simultaneously as much as they seem to contravene to each other.
Wish me luck.
