Thursday, September 2, 2010 UltraSLIM 7:18 AM
she's right, people in JC do live for themselves.
I guess i just couldnt appreciate what lay beyond appearances.
but elsewhere its all gonna be the same.
no one's going to be able/would want to support you.
if all i can do is rely on myself i better do a heck of a job of that.
time to put useless interpersonal relationships aside
my life's purpose was never to be a social butterfly.
i'll just stick to the really limited amount of true friends i have.
4 more weeks to promos. i will rely on myself and study hard.
now its just keeping track and studies in balance
4 weeks w/o a social life, only mugging and running.
this is a rite of passage i have to go through and i must take this path
im alone and so im gonna do a bloody fine job this way.