It should be just me and my goal and nothing else.
one of the reasons was because i cared too much about things around me
how people saw me, how i couldnt do it, how i my body needs a break.
what happened to me?
i appeared so confident but inside i was just insecure
what happened to the me who didnt have to talk so much and just walk the talk.

so just a few things to remind myself
->Have faith that when I train, i will definitely reach my goal, as quoted from henry.
it was so spot on. i doubted myself, i dont know what my point was in training this year, when i ran sets, i did not strive to get stronger but my aim was more to feel more comfortable. one commitment this year is not to stray to that.

so this year i shall train to win because if i train properly i will win.

->i must believe and not limit my capabilities.
->Im can do things on my own if I really want to.


looking at today's basketball match and the girl's captain, im actually pretty inspired by how its just her, her teammates and her sport during a match or probably during training as well.

why the fuck have i been caring about how people see me and how people think?
they are nothing.

If i want it I can get it