ULTRASlIM!

Monday, July 26, 2010 UltraSLIM 7:12 AM

Jc is really tough. Training is on monday to friday and i arrive home arnd 7pm, my body is exhausted. and the workload is really great.

Does that mean I have to sacrifice my studies?
Or does that mean I have to compromise on training?
NO WAY AM I GOING TO LIMIT WHAT I CAN DO AND LET MY DREAMS GO
This is a true test, i must accept the challenge.
I shall seige every opportunity to study now.
I shall shut off what people say. I mean, i'm not going to be a social butterfly now and sweep the floor in the future. or wonder what "might have been" in my track season.
Im going to look back on what happened and smile because I owned it.
Sacrifices make victory so much more savourable.

Friday, July 16, 2010 UltraSLIM 10:38 PM

I have to focus. I remember days when we were focused on running and scraping past promotional standards, yet we had great fun and relationships with each other. Why try so hard to foster relationships and trying so hard to have fun! I believe everything will come naturally. JC is full of illusions, and almost everyone doesn't mean what they say. Everyone says nice things when they don't mean it, and telling someone the truth just makes you look like a wet blanket, or worse if the person is that thick, mean. You are so delusional.
I can't tell you how much I am NOT a wet blanket. I have the most awesome fun and I try out everything unlike you pretentious pussies I have the ill luck to share a college with. Don't fuck around with me.

you dogs! stay true to yourself, stop whining and being popularity whores!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010 UltraSLIM 5:19 AM

I have to achieve a balance between two very important things for now.
I have to treat my friends like friends.
As simple as that sounds, there is alot more to that. If I want to be trusted I guess I need effort over time. I guess I need to grin and bear it because they are my friends. It has to be a relationship on both sides and I shall commit equally to what I expect but not expect returns of what I commit.

I also have to ignite the fire I once had. Where it did not matter what would happen to me even if I went all out. I need to be more competitive and have the strongest desire to win.

I believe its possible to achieve these two goals simultaneously as much as they seem to contravene to each other.

Wish me luck.