Heh, im writing this so i won't forget in time to come. This is largely for myself to read.
Its the last day of 2009.
I wouldnt say time flies.
Instead, this has been a long ardous year for me.
Stress, pressure, fear, angst, lonliness, joy, triumph, companionship and satisfaction from the series of events through 2009 are still very vivid.
Notably, I adjusted to a new class.
I coped with different problems from various angles.
New classmates, old classmates, new teachers, skeptics.
For one, I'm really thankful for the team of teachers this year.
I must say, this year, teacher's seem alot more human than they have in the past few years.
I also got to know people better and understand them more.

And my most happy memory that will stick with me for years to come.
I ran my favourite event with the best people.
Especially this year, though I came short of my target, it made a immensely satisfying memory nonethless. Achieving new breakthroughs, overcoming hurdles, physically and mentally, coming to see myself differently. Pain was insignificant.

I spent many little pockets of time, fooling around, getting home, eating meals, having fun with the best bunch of people. (of course, its definitely not the end, YEAHHHH)
I got over various setbacks and learned to chill more.
I learned so much and had alot of fun in Hainan.
I actually kept track of my studies and commited time to them, haha.

I got through my sec4 eoys! quite well actually!
I wrapped up my four years in high school with hundreds of other batchmates and good friends.
In STYLE yo.
and then I got to know a new bunch of people. How this will develop, i really don't know.
This year is important to me because its my last year in high school and its my last year of being able to actually behave freely.

Next year's resolution is to be consistent, to achieve more and to continue being myself, not succumbing to pressure from others to become someone I'm not! Stick close to my own values and principles! (surprise surprise i actually have them yknow^^)

Maybe make-up is meant only for adult women.