HOT.
haruka ayase is staring in a new movie
OPPAI BARE.(big-breast volleyball)

its a dream come true.
LUST LUST LUST!
WHOOHOO

too bad, i cant find ICHI, where she stars as a female zatoichi. s'pore sucks.

HOHO finally went to swim with weeteck today!
super impromptu HAHA.
had t borrow trunks from uncle tan.
oh that reminds me, i should go hang it now.
HAHA i suck at throwing polo balls:(
but at least i can swim free-style!
whooohooo:D

whoohoo
today was damn fun.
mugged a bit in the morning
8-10
then went to play soccer with zhixin with the church dudes HAHA
shagged.
but i like the feeling:D
then trugded with zhixin for a super nice meal at pizza hut
hehe we were quite broke.
we bought a pan pizza and 2 pepsi and had a few cents of change.
hah but thankfully the waiter was damn kind and gave us a discount,
must be see zhixin suai LAH.

haha keep gossiping about our dad
but we didnt say anything bad about him, just niao his funny behaviors HAHA

i rarely sit on a bus with zhixin
not to worry
its going t be daily next year anyway.
Whooohoooo.

now zhirong is worrying us
he is slightly less than a year behind in terms of intellect, cos he doesnt get much attention.
so he's quite disadvantaged
the period to cultivate his intelligence is from 1-7years old i think
thats 2more years.

after my re-exams, me and zhixin shall give up our playing time,
after trng, hardcore tuitoring!

step 1, number bonds, reading and writing sensibly!
yeah we're gna make him super smart manxzxz.

i feel as if im in a jail
and all i can do is maths maths maths and maths
im getting a bit sick of it.
hopefully i can finish it in 2days.
then i can alternate between chem and maths
not much better anyway.

HOHO that day went to weights room to do flick some easy 30000000kg benchpresses,
after doing maths with henry, who kindly took time to teach me:D
sadly, junxiang struggled with 40kg and his eyes were popping out before the thing buldged a little.
naturally, cause his bicep cant even compare to my forearm.

man, i wanna go training.
i wan run finish a 15X200m and lay on the grass field under the sun and under the sky

and just psssssssttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

RAWR TRAINING WITHDRAWL SYMPTOMS!
its crazy. walking around the house dorsiflexing.
doing random handstands.
i even dream myself doing 15X200m.
somehow i always see that scene of the last 100m as well.

man, the other time i tried an 800m.
that attempt failed so horribly.
i died at 400m and stopped, lol.
i wonder to what extent my last whack has detoriated to.
its definetely drastic.
and that was long ago.

i haven trained so long since then, and now im cant go AGAIN
until 14november, what in hell.

I WANT TO GO FOR TRAINING NOWWWWWWWW
2plusweeks
SIAO LAH.
last time boyu was 58s away.
what shit.
very soon wenhao's gna be 58s away.

san cai's words
DEGENERATIONNNNNNN

giam is retarded.
i already told you my parents don't wna see you.
you are already doing this to me,
and you are still gna tell my parents about it?

you are damn itchy, you wna get screwed by them for murdering me socially?
gna tell them about all the bad things about me huh,
gna associate me with meepo huh.
what the hell, stop treating me like this, its not like im gna stay in the consortium anyway.
there's no fucking need to meet my parents.

you said you aint gna meet them, and you call them the next.
you think im fucking deaf or blind huh?
you think im oblivious to my surroundings?
what's this, cause im someone who needs t take re-exams?
so you assume im what, retarded, huh?

screw off, bitch.

what the fuck?
you cap the tests at B4 and what, the my papers are on 12&14 nov?
what, even if we need t take re-exams, we aint that fucking stupid
its hell, and you had to fucking lengthen it.
i don't need the bloody time!
its not like i cant get a freaking double A1 even if its on nov3!
plus you don't even give me anything to work for, afterall im still going be treated like some fucking criminal.

man, end this hell, quick!

man, and i detest people who just have to keep talking about stupid things i have done or what i was in the past.
don't you have anything better to talk about me?

man, as if i don't have enough troubles to cope with.
throwing tantrums, its just absurd.
i don't want to think about it anymore.
i have to study for re-exams anyway.

well, at least now i know my place, finally.

the pain, it makes me scared of sleeping.
when i lie down, the medicine's effect seems to wear off, and im subjected to all that torture again:/
and i perspire much more than usual, even though im actually not doing anything at all.

the panadol only seems to last for about 6 hours.
i can feel it wearing off now. i guess im gna have to take another 2 before i sleep.
and the other pills, they are so bitter.

i hate this.
i get this so often, its freaking irritating.
the doctor says if i don't take proper care, i might get an asthma relapse.
lol, then i might have to get hooked onto the respirator thingy again, like when i was a child.

i hope i can sleep proper tonight.

fever sucks.
the pain is terrible, and the chills, they attack really hard

rushed to the hospital at 730, cos the pain i cannot tahan anymore.
aww man, why did it have to be a fat old nurse to inject my butt.
i bet she purposely go choose the most blunt needle lah,
the poke in must poke so deep, then hold there so long!
so malu, i never had an injection at my rear before

lol, cant play fos ping pong, haha
maybe i cant play on friday

2days mc, staying at home is boringgg.

i got a freaking bad cough, damn pain!

hoho, today was not bad, went to touchclub after school to finish the last of the filming
funny. shirong's boss shirt with the "you are very the H.I.P" words

strawberry milk today was nice, but i think it gave me the cough, lol

whoohooo, tomorrow's gna be super shagged, super fun!
first, FOS ping-pong!
win liao lah!

then swimming after school, with weeteck
:D:D
don't pangseh hor,

whoohoo then followed by training.
i hope its 200mx15, damn fun!
freeman, please wax your hair!

jooern, answer my callsss, im getting owned by a freaking computerrrrrrrrrrr, lol.
im so lame, hahahah, better than emo anyway.

i need the luck on friday!
come on, 3o2 dudes, im sure many of you can get msg 5, you can do it, please do!

man, today was fun!
went to swim with zhixin
realised the pool had much more than unhot angmoh ladies in uneccessarily skimpy bikinis
wowweee, we knew we would have to go there more often.
followed by 15sets of pingpong with an off-form zhixin
who haven had training for 3months
woohooo, beat him 6/15 sets
not bad, he say i got improve!
heehe better than the last time we played 11 sets and lost every one.

shagged.
but its good.
and i told him about my results.
he's okay with it.
haha he just tell me to work hard.
sometimes i think im the younger brother,

man, tomorrow's gna be hell.
and im aloneeee
this sucks.

man, you SUCK.

i like the lyrics, even though its a really old song

a part of it though,


Why does the world deceive?
Why do I make believe?
took my heel and made Achilles out of me
still i would want to be Someone who'd answer to me.

Someone who sees like a child,
gives like a saint,
feels like an angel,
never mind the broken wings,
and speaks like a picture,
cries like the rain,
shines like a star,
as long as the fire remains.

a momment of folly.
a reckless decision.
maybe cowardice.
stupid.
lazy around, playing, watching.
i thought, if i were to quit, what would i be doing next year anyway?

and it feels weird.
chunking down mcspicys, thinking, so what if i get fat, it doesnt matter anymore.

after just one day, thinking of the things i would do with all those hours free, i think what i did was damn stupid. im not going t be a shuaige, everyday stay at home and play yu-gi-oh cards and play audition and maple, its just not me.

i definetely can't mug everyday, its impossible, and its freaking depressing.
i just have to manage my time.
stop playing ping-pong. and follow in guang yan's footsteps(but its hard to believe he accomplished it, what self-control, huh!)

I need it.

besides, after 3years of training, i cant put my last year to waste, can i?
its become part of my life.

so its foolish to have thought i could just discard it away.
im sorry for my recklessness.

i havent burned out, but i think i should take a break.
i just cant bring myself to go and start jogging again, with that worry on my mind.

but i will get over it soon,
i won't quit.
sorry for saying dumb things

he tries shooting from different directions.

he gets carried away and forgets that zhirong is above.

he employs advance weaponary

but zhixin remains mentally unaffected

he realises, he has to take a more intimate approach

he charges

zhixin is shocked. Sadly, contary to zhirong's belief, his fingers DO NOT produce bullets

AHHH, then he understands. zhixin's ultimate weakness.
he acts swiftly before zhixin can react

success!

urm, it feels much better running in the morning
though i get a little tired at the end
it got hot at that time, but before that it was like air-con, lol
maybe i should run again in the evening when it isn't that hot
if my body permits, though

its too fucking hot.
its hell
all the wheezing, breathlessness, leg pain,
i feel as if im overheating, and my skin turns reddish-purple
my legs hurt and they feel as if they are close to cramping, even now they tremble

shit, even though i finished it, i just couldnt do that usual last sprint up the slope
my my
what is happening.

wah, the replay of huang jin lu is damn sad
rou gu mei dieeeeee!

hmph i shall run if my dad doesnt buy dinner back in an hour, i cannot tuo anymore!

haha thx, i wont forget what you said to me
even if it was in a jovial manner,
i think if a jnr could say that to the senior it must be true,
indeed it is. "ni jiang lan."
well, its good motivation:D

played pool and watched house bunny yesterday
woah, the power of push-up bra!
but its mostly a chick flick, and it isnt really for guys i think.
hah, i think kat denning looks interesting.

im tagged by the coconut to do this dumbass quiz which is 100qns long.
im haven had coconut in a long time,man.'

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.
B ) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they are tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. HAHA you know you are dead.
C ) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

01.what have you been doing recently?- watching gay japanese dramas that guys should'nt be watching.(for my haruka ayase!), watching anime.(woah double hyourinmaru!) Lazing around. Yes, i cant get my lazy ass to start running.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?- NO, only when its run out of battery.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?- BAK CHOR MEE PLUS SUPER BOUNCY FISHBALLS:D

04. When did you last cry?-3rd july. yes, we all know. not last year end-of year lit paper lah!

05. Believe in fate/destiny?- i think its more of, i used to.

06. What do you want in your life right now?- i want to get msg of <4, really.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?- I DIE.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?- MY SUPER 3 PILLOWS

09. What bottom are you wearing now?- haha, track pants. my best sleeping bottom!

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?- Too many.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?- yeah, im just dumb.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?- Junxiang's super ex polo tee. teng hui's san jiao xin and pe pants.

13. What was the last movie you caught?- house bunny

14. What are you proud of?- My brothers. yes, im the lousier sibling.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say? lazy to take.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?- urm, i forgot. but it was gay

17.Do you have any nicknames?- yeah

18. What does your last received text message say?- lazy take lah!

19. What time did you go to bed last night?- 10pm i think, after watching ding dang shen tan.

20. Are you currently happy?- so-so. im sian cos my parents are at home. i cant transform into a monster.

21. Who gives you best advice?- Depends

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?- junxiang will say, depends on what kinda whipped cream, haha

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?- my mom

24. Is anything bugging you right now?- maths

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?- irvin

26. Do you wear toe socks?- no,

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?- my mom

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?- yes

29. What annoys you most in a person?- Being unreciprocative

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?- hehe he lives in malaysia

31. Have you ever done cocaine?- yeah, viagra too

32. What is the colour of your room?- white, i prefered the previous yelloe though.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?- if i wouldnt get punished, i dun even need a billion.

34. Do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?- Depends.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?- zhixin

36. Who was the last person to hug you?- zhirong:)

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?- hahahhaha

38. Do you have a life?- yeah, i think,hahah

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?- yeah,

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?- No song.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?- that cat high dude i have been chasing for 3 years. i wont dream about him next year. he's gna dream about me.

42. Last time you smiled?- haha a while ago

43. Have you changed this year?- yes.

44. What are you listening right now?- zhirong and zhixin's debate,

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?- yah

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?- 50-50

47. Is there a quote you live by?- i rather laze around than fool around. haha im no hotaru. i dunno hw to say.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?- LOL.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?- guitar, piano. miserable failures!

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?- hmph, thinking i could do well in maths

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?- sleeping

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?- NO! guang yan is into S&M!

53. What song best describe your love life?- haha sex and candy?

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?- LOL

55. Who always make you laugh?- irvin. shirong(i laugh at myself). junxiang

56. Do you speak languages other than english?- hai!

57. Favourite website(s)?- www.paying30buckstoplayrunescapeisworthit.blogspot.com

58. What's your middle name?- huh?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?- pray about my results

60. What do you think you are like?- i dunno.

61. Who will you choose to die with?- why want another to die with you.

62. Where have you been today?- jiang, bc, j8 home.

63. What game do you play often?- Dun wan lah, embarassing.

64. Who are you missing right now?- haha i will miss irvin and alvin when they go for bsc

65. If you had to chose between a friend and a love, who will you chose?- friend

66. What are you doing right now?- this shit. all chualimin's fault.

67. Which primary school are you from?- ats

.68. Name 3 colours that you like?- orange, red, grey

69. What emotion do you like to show?-joy

70. What is your life to you?- bittersweet

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?- RANT LOR.

72. Who did you last chat with on msn today?- irvin

73. Who do you admire most?- haruka ayase! hahahaha yeah im hopeless

74. Which month were you born in?- NOV

75. How are you feeling right now?- cold, hungry.

76. What is the time now?- 547pm

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?- hahaha a good listener:D
who SUCKS at niao-ing, HAHAH.
thanks:D

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?- purple

79 Why are you doing this test?- CHUA LIMIN

80. what do you do when you are moody? sleep. or watch haruka ayase!

81. At which age you wish to get married?- before 30, above 25

82. Who is more important to you?- those in my heart lor.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?- do everything that i wna do, leaving no regrets behind.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?- myself

85. do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?- SEE BEFORE LUH.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?- haha champ. repeat, dream come true

87. what is your goal for this year?- dont screw my eoys can

88. Do you believe in eternity love?- yes.

89. What feeling do you love most?- being with my close friends, super great!

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?- Yeah

91. What feeling do you hate the most?- I HATE BEING DAO-ed by people who arent angry at me. obviously if you arent angry, you think you are damn big, and superior.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?- duh.

93. Do you believe in God?- yeah.

94. Who cares for you most?- my mom. and zhirong. its innocent and simple. i like it.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?- FAMILY, FRIENDS, NOT being materialistic

96. What will you bring when you fight?- depends

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?- too many. and im only 14.

98. What would you do if no one cared for you any longer?- then im living in a wrong world

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?- haha, must understand first.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?- so-so

lol, chualimin, happy?
bodily threats haha


oi,
wee teck, alvin, limin( i dont care what the rule or wad sai says man!),yikai!, henry, delwin!
wlao all those i wna tag dun have a blog


must run on sunday, i must!

woah i spent the entire day on the computer.
in the morning to finish Tatta Hitotsu no Koi
Then to watch some hotaru no hikari
played a bit of dota with chieh loong,
haha then i remember i havent watched the 2nd bleach movie.
haha some scenes still give me that adrenaline rush, i think im still a kid, haha
i dunno why, but everytime rukia unleashes sode no shirayuki, i get irrationally excited,

Zhixin's plse starts tomorrow, english compo, its gonna be a breeze.
ALL THE WAYY MUSHROOM:D
dun whole day show black face.
"i don't care, im still gna keep mushroom head even when i go sec4!"
"i bet with you, sec3 no more liao"
haha after this, im gna catch up
cos im losing 5-2 right now

come on, getting above 230, no kick right?
get the scholarship i missed by a mark, haha
ok GOGOGO!