Sunday, September 7, 2008 UltraSLIM 2:11 AM
first a student, then an athlete.
maths was disgusting
i hate the feeling of being stuck, and not being able to do anything about it
i cant really ask for help
cos i feel very awkward and paiseh.
and i keep getting distracted. i hate it. i doubt my ability to sit on a chair and mug productively for an hour or more now.
i doubt im gna be turning up for any of the trngs
im have lots and lots and lots to catch up to.
on to chem, i hope i can get past the obstacles.
2wks, and i still cant get myself to just do it,
meaning to study without raiding the fridge 5mins later
or getting a bag of chips
or watching hotaru no hikari
or watching punk'd weekend marathon.
i feel helpless
my mind is so weak.
2wks! i have to go for it!
self-encouragement!
(study daisukasen commence!)
pia pia pia pia.
i don't wna go to mucus king's class, NONONO!
