my ankle has gotten worse. so im seeing a doctor later.

i had 2 dreams last night, both of which left me shaking and being extremely relieved upon waking up and finding myself in my bedroom

the first was on the day of my 800m heats, apparently next year, and my timing was still shit
so all i could think was how i was going to get into the top8 and why training time seemed to be gone so quickly. of course, my mind has no recollection of what i had done for training.
i didnt knw the ending because i had woken up, but nontheless it was rather predictable.

the second was about the same day, just day i was late for my heat
the heat started at 430 and i was leaving home at 400.
of course, its impossible to reach cck from my hse t the stadium, then warm-up in 30mins
i was tying my shoe laces trying t rush down the lift but my laces seemed to undo themselves each time i was done. then i woke up again, trembling slightly

its strange how i can remember the details so vividly when i can forget everything else.
i think i should heed the signs
after all, i only have one chance.

fortunately my ankle was injured near the exams, when most ccas are alrd standing down.
i have to be careful next time i go downslope in mcritchie.
and i never act seh when i run downslope okay!