im boreeed.
everytime someone mentions nationals
or mention 3/7/08
i think of how i lost the chance just like that
i couldnt have done a shit in the finals
but i really wanted a pb.
to show myself im nt shit like 2:14 at sec3
now i will make sure i dont lose the chance, my last chance
yes. it spurs me on.
i must change my thinking
running is for relaxation, for enjoyment, not an obligation
that way i wont get tired of it.

awwww. sometimes i wish i had that 3k power lady's figure.
hehe so cool lah. i mean, girls would die for it and it sure looks light to carry about

im think im going crazy
i actually go staffroom myself to find tchrs for remedial, on my own accord

"BTW sungkk is the best tcher
he really is what a tcher shud be
if you have the willingness to learn and the correct attitude
he will not mind teaching you
everytime i ask him to teach me after school
he just. agrees.
and he is patient and is willing to teach me until like, 6pm?
he has a really good temperement
and he's cool

unlike my father."

see its not that im rebellious, or belligerent.
sometimes you tchers shud look at yourselves too.
one example is Kong.


i have been taking cold showers in the afternoon and night. cos of the spoilt heater